the world is dying … (unless you read this blog ^_^)

  I turn 24 several days ago, and i have a few to comment about it. 1st of all, I do not like to celebrate birthday, i hate cake, i hate birthday song. Sorry no offense, hope you guys understand it. I do not feel happy that way, a msg is best :). Best of all, is everybody just pretend nobody is having birthday and go out have fun like normal day, yeah baby~

  2nd, why do people want to make birthday so … celebrate-able? It is a day where our mother suffer, also, from that day on we are here to SUFFER. From here, i can also derive it to another theory of me about what buddhist believe in after-life :-

    Buddhist believe that after we died, we are brought to judgement of what we have done throughout our previous life. If you are a bad guy, you’ll be given punishment, and then become a filthy animal in next life. If you are a good guy…well, you need to be punished too for maybe minor thing you’ve done, then become a human in next life.

  Hope i didnt interpret wrongly. The question here : -

    animal = no brain, stupid, live freely, natural

    human = smart, suffer, greedy, selfish, destroyer, polution maker

    thus, good guy should be animal, not human

  Like a story :- Long time ago there was A and B. They both stood beside a pool and watch the fish swim. A said :"Hey B, wish i was a fish, look at them, they are so free and swim happily. B said :"You stupid A, now you’re not fish, how could you know that the fish is now happy and they enjoy swimming in the pool this small?

  I want to raise a question to fellow buddhist, why you think bad guy will become animal in next life, just because you’re smart, and you judge that animal is filthy? If they are smart enough to think, they maybe think the same way:"Look at the human, they are so greedy, have no freedom, are bound to many laws and limitation, filthy human, pity them.

  So, is human > animal ?. I’m too sick of the theory of after-life.

p/s: remember i don like cake n birthday song, ok. sorry ya

  is gorilla + z . In case you don’t know, is a band. What makes them so outstanding?? Most of you should have heard of the song name Feel Good Inc. Well, hitz fm didnt play their other song in Demon Days album because it is not gonna be well accepted by "commoners".

  Recall the music on Hitz Fm that has lots of "laughing" — ha haha hah ah & ahahahah hah ahha aha…. ahahha . Thats Feel Good Inc. The song is nice. But if mix in Demon Days album, it sounds kinda Alien among it. Just look at the song titles — Last Living Souls, Kids with Guns, Every Planet We Reach Is Dead, All Alone, Fire Coming Out Of A Monkey’s Head, Don’t Get Lost In Heaven, Demon Days. It has that kind of saddist feeling. The album itself is a story, and it reflects the real world. Especially Fire Coming Out Of A Monkey’s Head, superb.

  Listen to hitz fm, how many of the songs sing about love, "wo ai ni", "ni ai wo" ???? Change to Chinese radio station….how many songs IS NOT about love? The title can be toilet bowl, washing machine, or…mice like rice(my god), but contents are all about love story…wo ai ni ni ai wo. It’s too commercialize.  Chinese music makes me think that they write music for money. Ang Mo music makes me think that they write music for money & Love for music.

  Try to listen to Gorillaz Demon Days. Then feel it. Or visit www.gorillaz.com . Also a superb website.

  Peace out.