the world is dying … (unless you read this blog ^_^)

int moneyWin = 0;

boolean happy  = false;

if moneyWin > 2000 then {

       happy = true;

       do shoppingSpreeModule(moneyWin)

}

elseif moneyWin < -1000 then {

       do noBeernoLifeModule(365) //1 year 365 days

}

   Yeah, wish i could enter the shoppingSpreeModule …

   CNY used to be lots of fun, ang pow, friends gatering n such. But getting older each year the joy has lessen. Just to think of the work after New Year holiday make you grow more white hair. Hehe. Anyway, this year gonna be a very HOT HOT year….dammit i hate this godamn weather, i hate staying in khatulistiwa….

  is 6.14a.m now and im still awake, why? Hehe….you guess and see. Don’t know what time i’ll wake up next morning. Yeah imagine wake up 2pm on 1st day CNY. No matter….

  Monstar Shop !!! (awarded to liling)

  Girls, really are freak when go to shopping. They can go into a shop, then come out only 1- 1.1/2 hour o.O ! Girls, don’t blame ur man when he refuse or not happy when to go shopping with you, because it is really tiring ~ haha. 

  But i also must agree with something. Buying, shopping can make someone happy. Yeah, you know elton john is the #1 shopper reknown in da world? He got his potrait on 1 big superstore in UK i think. He says he feels happy everytime buying a lot. Well, you can only enjoy elton john kind of happiness if you are rich.

  For me, i have another kind of way to make myself happy. Is to make others happy (though, im not buying for you!!!). Right now…there is someone outhere that i truly wish her good, keep you smiling face, that’s what i cherish the most.

(status = happy…for a moment after shopping spree; weight = overweight; weather = sunny, HOT; time = 10.05 a.m; currently = updating blog)

  一切， 都发生得太快；结束， 也很突然。

  短短的时间里， 充满着各种回忆–酸、甜、苦、辣。。。终于， 我的生活里面有了除了淡的味道。 只是，那些添加物毕竟不是永恒， 最终还是回归平淡， 还留下了心痛的回忆。

  就让这回忆长眠于我的梦境里， 永远都不会醒来。

刘耕宏/许慧欣 — 心动心痛

黑夜滲透了思念 偷不走微光閃現的千種畫面
我背著傷痛離開 孤單拖著記憶 支離破碎

原以為不會改變 眼淚在臉頰上乾枯失去知覺

我的心掙脫了愛 跟隨著夕陽埋進了海洋

為什麼相愛的人卻又為愛而紛爭
現實的翅膀擾亂了原本幸福的氣氛
我有我的過錯 我有我的疑惑
藏在面對面的折磨背後
為什麼讓愛躲進烏雲密佈的天空
隨著風漂流在外一點一滴的散落
慢慢遠離的夢 漸漸冷卻冰封
心痛都當初相遇的心動

I open my eyes
i try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
can’t remember how
can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
and I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
just wanna scream
How could this happen to me