因为需要，刚刚找来这首歌听听看。。。。。。其中一句：“喜欢的人不出现，出现的不喜欢。。” 好像和我产生100%共鸣eh。。。 习惯一个人孤单？？好像是吧，但又不甘寂寞。。时常烦恼没人做伴看戏， 去游玩。 哎，时常想去旅行，但又没有伴。 随便找一个？？？no no no, 有时要看跟谁一起去对吧？ 因为我一辈子孤单，活着孤单的影子~~~~~ （歌词）
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这首歌（我现在在播放着），越听就越对味。。。曲风听了让人觉得落寞的感觉， 但又不是很消极。 孤单 + 但是也不伤心。 喜欢的人不出现， 出现的人不喜欢《—超喜欢这句。 甜蜜着的人事听不出这首歌的感觉的 ：p .
I like to read, if you know me well. I read everything, magazine, newspaper, novel, storybook, reader’s digest (oh i miss this one), crazy things….etcetc… I can read like Kwang Hua, Sin Chew, Nan Yang, Dong Fang, Kuang Ming newspaper everyday 
. BUTTTTTT, the more i read, the more i hate about Malaysia. Damn i wan to live in Australia now. Everyday i see is kill, rape, stupid politician barking, policemen beating innocent ppl, kidnap news. The crime news i know it happen all around the world. But politic here is hilarious……..those ppl just talk only, their best ultimate super-power is , wait lah the report out then i only comment….er..how long the report i must wait?? 2 weeks, or maybe 1 month….WTF … recently policemen beating innocent cook one also, wait la report man, don be so kan chiong …. hell yeah, isnt that so obvious? Even if he is GUILTY, policemen do not have the right to beat someone like that. It is judge’s job to bring him to justice. Our policemen are like barbarian. This remind me of a video clip i saw few days ago a policeman tahan a drunk driver scene. That policeman nicely ask him a few questions, like how many beer you had, blablabla, and keep asking him Sir, and very polite. Of coz la it happen in Ang Mo country. Furthermore, when we want make report also so damn 7 ma huan. Have you made report b4????????? If you did you’ll know how slow it can be. Some don’t even know how to write report…….even after they write report for you then you have to go see inspector, most of the time inspector is not in. Where are they, kopitiam la. We wait lo, wasting our precious time……bo pian, Like Michael always say, and Kak rafidah said "Don’t like malaysia? Don’t come la!" I certainly want out of this country ……………………
Our beloved minister Samy has spoken again! He sez he is ashame of recently happen incidents, leaking, flooding, and all other taufu construction .. blablabla … Just ashame?????? If this happen in other country, the minister will resign immediately and apologize to public on tv already. Anyway this has happened many times and he still sitting there counting his pocket money.
I wonder how he is still there sitting despite so many incidents happen. Recently he even strike back after someone criticize him for not doing his job right. He sez :"You don’t know this job well enough to criticize me, you do not have the "KOLI" afterall, so just shut up…." Oh, is that so? We work, pay our tax, to pay you salary, to benefit us public. If ur not doing ur job right, why cant we criticize and complain about u, we are your BOSS. Of coz we don’t know about ur job otherwise we r sitting there not u. Just like all other BOSS we do not need to know the procedure we just wan to see the OUTCOME, the RESULT. What is the action taken by the BOSS normally if someone fail to perform, easy—–fry cuttle fish lo !!!!!
Mahai, donno how this country’s ppl think. Pak Lah, pls don just shout only on newspaper la, take some action……..
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Just ready the news about couple being chased on road, then the girls got raped. What makes me more angry is Shit Police Diraja. How many times have you read the news on newspaper, when someone tried to call the police and they bounce you here and there like a ping pong ball??? Talk about Maju 2020??? Comonlah, cannot work out something globalize, like we call 1 hotline like 999, no matter which area the police station is, they can take the case and pass it to nearest police station ASAP. Police Diraja, you think your technical line ar, that we public can wait for you when we have emergency??? You think we so free to call you if not emergency ar?? We pay you to sit there minum kopi everyday ar???
Knn, no matter nowadays most ppl, especially Chinese install CCTV at house, and hire guard to patrol taman at night. COZ WE LOSE FAITH IN YOU, DIRAJA. HOW SAD IS THIS when we public can’t even trust police. See la America punya police, Australia punya police. See what is efficiency, responsibility. Maju 2020 ?? ptui….ban ban wait la if the day will come in Malaysia
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Sammy concert is near. Im going to genting with friends, but im not going to see this old lady with thick makeup singing on stage. Hehehe, whatelse??? Uncle Lim, hope u give me some cash la, ok!?!?!?
yeah. Just now had a show at Gao Ong Gia. This time feeling better, not so nervous, more steady, and have better sound system compare with first show. Really enjoy it. The one thing i did not enjoy is the song we play……gahahaha….need to add in some rocking music that can spice up everyone….
I can foresee how bz i will bcome in future……Im working 6 days ,off Friday, sometimes have to work + lesson at Mike house (means have to practice his songs), then my band song, and maybe im going to join another band too their band focus on song that rocking…….wooohooo….how fun will it be, im waiting to see.
Headache now…had too much beer yesterday…zzz…Tomorrow have another show to run….zzzzzz
