the world is dying … (unless you read this blog ^_^)

    12-6-2005, i wrote my first blog. I was thinking, when i get old, it would be nice if i can view back what was i thinking, feeling, doing during younger age. I don’t like taking pictures, so i just write, hoping that in future i could recall back younger age’s memories. It’s been 2 years, really fast.

    Recently bought a lot of books, total of 8 books i think. 4 about handcraft, the others are novel. I’ve been thru something recently, and guess this will be another checkpoint for me to make changes. Heh, my new theme from now on till my next checkpoint will be, EXPLORE!!!ADVENTURE!!! World of unknown fascinate me, too many interesting things in the world. I NEED TO GET OUT FROM HERE & EXPLORE

    创作人 — 黄明志最近真的吃不消兜着走， 随着一份马来报以不专业的报道态度， 另这件事改编国歌事件升华。 "Biadap", 是那马来报文章的开头,箭头直指向明志。

    无可否认，这首歌曲有一部分涉及宗教的是有点不恰当， 但是其他的却都是事实！！！ 什么是家丑不可外扬？？ 强奸犯，杀人犯，掠夺犯，这些让国家蒙羞的事情却没看到他们出来声讨，却对一个关心国家， 有志气的青年大动干戈！？！？！？ 那些道德价值到哪里去了？ 爱之深，则之切， 看来我们的领导人永远都不会懂。 不如我们华人全部去做mat rempit吧，反正政府还有可能会津贴我们说我们是未来国家的栋梁； 还工作什么， 全部去卖satay & burger 吧， 开一档不用钱， 政府会support;  没钱？去抢吧， 反正警察个个吃到肚子那么大， 跑得过你吗 (别人报案也可能会被劝说， tak guna la!);  每天去烧香拜佛吧， 应该会有钱从天上掉下来…….

    你不明白为什么他们宁愿花大笔时间去对付写歌人， 也不愿去搞好治安？
    你不明白为什么他们宁愿花大笔金钱搞kenduri, 也不愿改善华小设施？
    你不明白为什么他们宁愿让没有能力的公司标得重大工程， 也不愿能者居之？
    你不明白为什么你还要住在这里？？？

    THIS IS MALAYSIA, jika awak tak suka, Keluar la.

p/s : 顺带一提， 有领导说那首歌让国家蒙羞， 要他道歉， 如果不就应被判叛国。 之前国会漏水，医院漏水， 法庭漏水，国会出现侮辱女性， 低俗的话， 难道不是更加让国家蒙羞？ 照我看那些负责人也应该被判叛国！

    If you know me, you should know i am a super-anti-superstitious person. I don’t believe in god, nor fate (only loser blame fate). About god, i’ve said in old post before, they are man-created term in old century in order to CONTROL people, for e.g, KING, they create religion, superstitious power for ordinary people to believe thus obey him as a KING. Anyway, im not here to discuss this today……

    Making choices — this what brave man do. Coward let the choices take them. Why i said so, because behind each choice there is uncertainty, you don’t know where it leads to. Coward only wait till the time come then leave them no other choice and they walk the path, and blame if the outcome is bad. Brave people CHOOSE, WALK IT, and SOLVE IT. So, which type are u?

     I really hate people telling me, you have no choice, you must take responsibility of the family, your the only son, you must, you must, you must. Let me ask you, is there a law that i, the only son, must inherit everything that my father passed to me? If not MATA catch ar? NO…this is just CHINESE TRADITIONAL (stupid one) and is already OUTDATED. EVEN LAW is meant to be broken by men, why cant this? Then they start to brag about, how hard your father set this up business for you. Ah ha, issit really for me? If it really for my good, he should get my opinion whether im up for it or not. The fact is, im not. Im no good businessman, is my character. It is obvious then pushing a bad businessman to do business, you get = shit result.

    Im going to make my choice. Do you DARE ?